Lost Inside My Own Thoughts- By Metal

MeTaL
MeTaL Members Posts: 6,553 ✭✭✭✭✭
edited February 2011 in Waiting To Exhale
Tell me what's going down when the doors are shut,
Gimme a clue as to what you've been doing,
Let me in on what I cannot see,
How can I love someone I know nearly nothing about?

It's nearly three in the morning,
And I'm still sitting here waiting for the answers to arrive,
Unable to get to sleep anymore,
I write in the hopes that one day you'll be able to help me.

Were're sitting here,
Not a word being uttered,
But your sapphire eyes,
Screaming aloud you distaste for my existence.

The pills I've swallowed are messing with my head,
Making me think I'm wanted by you,
Stopping me from doing anything,
My entire life constantly revolving around the thought of your smile.

I'm a certified hazard to myself,
These cuts on my body were no mistake,
Each slash a calculated gift I bestow upon my flesh,
Dead skin withering and peeling as I move.

I haven't got the will to fix myself,
I enjoy the sight of my blood far too much,
This pain seems to be the only thing,
That allows me to begin to forget about you.

Why do you keep me around,
When you know I'll always let you down,
I know you think you're doing the right thing,
But there's nothing left of me anymore.

We can't seem to see eye to eye,
You think I'm being stupid,
I think everything's lost and dead,
You might be good for me but I shouldn't be allowed near you.

I've fallen too far this time,
Not able to pull myself out of this pitch black pit,
There's nothing left of me worth saving,
Leave me in a place where I can't hurt anyone anymore.

Comments

  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited February 2011
    Dam,

    This was deep Metal!

    I appreciate stuff like this, written from the heart that illict emotions.. And this piece was just that! I wish I could quote a few stanza's but ummm, I'm mobile, once again! Smh.

    Thanks' for sharing dude!

    Peace!
  • MeTaL
    MeTaL Members Posts: 6,553 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited February 2011
    tupacfan wrote: »
    Dam,

    This was deep Metal!

    I appreciate stuff like this, written from the heart that illict emotions.. And this piece was just that! I wish I could quote a few stanza's but ummm, I'm mobile, once again! Smh.

    Thanks' for sharing dude!

    Peace!

    Computer mess up? Thank you though, this was probably my best one. More is going to be posted. Your welcome \\m//