Strength of Negativitiy

REAL_POETICAL
REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
edited May 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
Young age never seen potholes of glory
just sad story and heartache
nothing ravishing to break the shell of my life
had dreams and ambitions plus still do
wanted to be a rapper and scientist
laughter and ridicule
years later a singer with ambition
lost voice and jokes broke the ego
computer technician but was missing dedication
fed up went for business
lack of education and support
poetry still flowing through me regardless of thievery
book stolen but talent froze and melted
still doing the skills again and progressing
lesson is stay at what you do best in
leave out the stress from those that take your blessings
high school wasn't looking good no proud moment or support
except mother
she was my 2 percent of positivity along with my grandmother
lies from my ex step father
neglect from my father
never had a role model to embrace
so i chase my own intuition
at the job labeled stereotypical genres
GED accomplished still no respect but a few applause
diploma in network tech but no hope just yet
associates degree and a internship
no hope and support just throw bone syndrome
alone in the zone about to go home
caused trauma of actually being in myself is lost
self hatred and pride does wonders
proved myself and it was seasonal
got the job i yearn for ink technician
lost it in a instant...recession
no blessings and manifesting with find the best fit of a confession
I NEED MONEY
but people need me
jobs come and go now comes a new beginning
in Georgia...the land of bitterness, pride, ego, and selfishness
yet unity after all the ?
family jokes about my lost ways
no job working landscaping father business of the wife in the future
want to be more than a stereotypical persona
a business in the making...i see it and they laughing
gasping over my working abilities
i guess experiencing the difference will not be accomplished
when people loved the same ?
maybe a musician or a blogger
writing and producing all night
no support
wife duck and dodge my musical ways
zone out during my blogging delays
feeling so stupid for trying and hope for better days
Jebez prayer even though ? works in mysterious ways
so forth comes my negative daze
laugh at death, appreciate gods ways of nature
and applaud those that put me under the rug
the kids of Meehan to Cleveland
to Kelly and Dobbins
that slept on me and help me figure out my odd ways
my wife that tries to make up for the things she display
those that never accept my material
and every person in the world that doubts David's slingshot
it motivates the dazed and confused
those that never seen positive refuge
waiting for the day they are freed
to proceed in accomplishing the impossible
long road to the finish
and negative feelings are replenish
as time progress and life becomes a circus
I use the woes of my life to build a future
making enemies woe and spite

Comments

  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited May 2010
    this was on some real stuff you address on life..

    Like really, you should gather all your material and formulate it into a book of poetry..
  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
    edited May 2010
    thanks for peeping this....i been thinking about doing a book but its like i have this weird thing going on....its like its easy for me to drop a poem on here but anywhere else i end up stumbling or losing my vibe...its odd but what can ya do...i honestly want to just do it for the love and life changing ways...for that dude that's hurting with his own intuition or the girl that want to understand why love is so lost nowadays...my message would get lost in the book because they reading a poem and be like "? hot"...but online you can feel that date and time of what that individual is saying or going through
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited May 2010
    I feel it real p,

    Have you ever tried performing your poetry? You should.

    I think creating a book full of your poetry would be nice, a sense of accomplishment an to show for as well, for the kids in the future.. Like something you can reflect back on.. Feel me..

    and isay this because your writing has so much potential to illustrate in a book..
  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
    edited May 2010
    tupacfan wrote: »
    I feel it real p,

    Have you ever tried performing your poetry? You should.

    I think creating a book full of your poetry would be nice, a sense of accomplishment an to show for as well, for the kids in the future.. Like something you can reflect back on.. Feel me..

    and isay this because your writing has so much potential to illustrate in a book..

    there was a time where i was going to do a poetry slam but i didn't get no acknowledgment of when it was suppose to happen...that was a while ago...i feel comfortable reading my stuff to peeps..just didn't get with the big dogs yet lol.. as far as a book is concern....i'ma make one eventually when i have dedication towards it...i want it to carry on as time progress...like a timeless material...not on some selection type of feel which gets lost in the bunch
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited May 2010
    there was a time where i was going to do a poetry slam but i didn't get no acknowledgment of when it was suppose to happen...that was a while ago...i feel comfortable reading my stuff to peeps..just didn't get with the big dogs yet lol.. as far as a book is concern....i'ma make one eventually when i have dedication towards it...i want it to carry on as time progress...like a timeless material...not on some selection type of feel which gets lost in the bunch

    LOL at just didnt get with the big dogs. Yea me neither, I feel I wasn't near their level either. But I do use to perform poetry, some where along the way it came to a halt and the poetry club I was in, they relocated so evryone just went their own ways. I would like to hold workshops though thru local high schools, and those that could really use poetry as an outlet to express themsleves such as juvenile facilitys or something that sort.

    Yea, I'm sure their would be a timing for the book. In the mean time keep doing what you do because you have talent that can't be slept on, your writing is soo vivid and epic with various topics so much kudos to you!

    Peace!