You're Gone (My Star)

m. trinidad
m. trinidad Members Posts: 132
edited July 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
My girl or so I thought. I didn’t treat you right
My insecurities drove me crazy and ? up our life
The future was sitting in my hands and I let you slip away
Into the arms of another, I thought I’d never see that day
Through all the rough times and arguments I knew we would work it out
Our love would conquer our fears, our failures and give us everything we believed we could be
I was miserable without you, every day, every minute, every second
You were in my thoughts always
I needed to fix my mind and heart to trust and not be so scared
I was trying to get right and trust and love better
And get my life on track and away from this stormy weather
But now you’re gone. In the blink of an eye, I Iost the most important thing to me
I didn’t show you enough, I couldn’t get my emotions and my feelings together
My mind in the right space to face the fears that caused havoc inside
I couldn’t express myself and let you know how much you mean to me
Without letting you know I’d do anything for you I kept you in doubt of us.
You said you weren’t happy and it hurt inside
I had no confidence in myself or sense of pride
Because I couldn’t make a living for myself so how could I provide
For the woman of my dreams and for whom I would die
I have permanent chills thinking about where you are
Restless nights and a broken heart
Permanent nightfall is my life, I lost my star

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