You're Gone (My Star)
m. trinidad
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My girl or so I thought. I didn’t treat you right
My insecurities drove me crazy and ? up our life
The future was sitting in my hands and I let you slip away
Into the arms of another, I thought I’d never see that day
Through all the rough times and arguments I knew we would work it out
Our love would conquer our fears, our failures and give us everything we believed we could be
I was miserable without you, every day, every minute, every second
You were in my thoughts always
I needed to fix my mind and heart to trust and not be so scared
I was trying to get right and trust and love better
And get my life on track and away from this stormy weather
But now you’re gone. In the blink of an eye, I Iost the most important thing to me
I didn’t show you enough, I couldn’t get my emotions and my feelings together
My mind in the right space to face the fears that caused havoc inside
I couldn’t express myself and let you know how much you mean to me
Without letting you know I’d do anything for you I kept you in doubt of us.
You said you weren’t happy and it hurt inside
I had no confidence in myself or sense of pride
Because I couldn’t make a living for myself so how could I provide
For the woman of my dreams and for whom I would die
I have permanent chills thinking about where you are
Restless nights and a broken heart
Permanent nightfall is my life, I lost my star
My insecurities drove me crazy and ? up our life
The future was sitting in my hands and I let you slip away
Into the arms of another, I thought I’d never see that day
Through all the rough times and arguments I knew we would work it out
Our love would conquer our fears, our failures and give us everything we believed we could be
I was miserable without you, every day, every minute, every second
You were in my thoughts always
I needed to fix my mind and heart to trust and not be so scared
I was trying to get right and trust and love better
And get my life on track and away from this stormy weather
But now you’re gone. In the blink of an eye, I Iost the most important thing to me
I didn’t show you enough, I couldn’t get my emotions and my feelings together
My mind in the right space to face the fears that caused havoc inside
I couldn’t express myself and let you know how much you mean to me
Without letting you know I’d do anything for you I kept you in doubt of us.
You said you weren’t happy and it hurt inside
I had no confidence in myself or sense of pride
Because I couldn’t make a living for myself so how could I provide
For the woman of my dreams and for whom I would die
I have permanent chills thinking about where you are
Restless nights and a broken heart
Permanent nightfall is my life, I lost my star
Comments
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damn-emotions felt through this joint
feels like an old piece that I wrote---thanks for sharing -
wow, poor baby.
that girl is a loser. -
thanks VSOP. & myayoni yeah she is.
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Good ? bro, takes a lot to post some personal stuff like that. I can relate, wrote similar some similar ? back in the day.
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Tiight! Reading it reminded me of LL's, i need love. Broken Hearts, like bones all heal.
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I'm sorry for your lost, you def took an L..
I enjoyed reading this piece, and the emotions were def felt so go on ahead and keep on expressing thru poetry.. Its defintely therapy for the soul