"Everytime (I See You)" Written by: AK.aPHillYisILL

AK.aPHillYisILL
AK.aPHillYisILL Members Posts: 1,648 ✭✭✭
edited August 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
(verse 1)
As I quickly get up, I think i've had enough
I can't get her out of my mind, it troubles me some/
That I think of her like that and even when i'm done
I don't mean it, because even when she's wrong/
I still end up forgiving her, you ? ! You liar!
You got some kinda nerve, ain't ? getting better/
I hate being a sucker, I rather be down in the dumps
On the side of the alley way right next to the dumpster/
I rather get dumped, like your aiming for the toilet
Cause your making me like ? ? fluids/
I'm not a ? , i'm fed up with this
Even after we break up and i'm with another girl, I get/
Still caught up with you and it's ? ridiculous
And then i'm back with you and we ain't even cool and ? /
But I get sucked right back in, like you never did nothing
Who the ? am I kidding? I'm cool, your the problem/
But it's to hard to escape, cause you happen to make
Me salivate, I still can't get rid of your taste/
Will I ever get a break? Your like a ghost from my past
Right in front of my face, i'm trippin, like an addict on smack/

(chorus)
Everytime I try to get away, i'm forced to stay
I know what's going on is wrong
Everytime I see your face, why should I salivate
All I want is for you to leave me alone

(verse 2)
You give me a headache and make me feel sick
To my stomach, I hate being around you in public/
All there is, is nothing but problems, arguing
About a whole lot of nothing and i'm the one suffering/
Because of it, the only thing that was ever good out of it
Was my baby girl and because of her, I can't call it/
An accident, i'm ? thankful for what I got out of it
When she get's older, I hope she knows just how important/
She is, and i'ma take her away from her ? mom
Cali I love you, daddy's got you, i'm sorry that i've been gone/
Baby don't get me wrong, me and her just never
Really got along, but hey, it's almost December/
I dedicate this song to you and Dezi can go to hell
I got you baby girl, ain't no reason for me to dwell/
Daddy will always have your back, while mom is giving out ass
Getting railed by somebody else that she barely met/
And I know I only see you during the weekends
Your still a lil girl but I hope you understand when/
You see my girlfriend, I know it confusses you just a bit
But she adores you and treats you like if you were her kid/
I love you Cali and i'm sorry your mom is a ? ?
As soon as I can, i'm getting you back and I promise/

(chorus)
Everytime I try to get away, i'm forced to stay
I know what's going on is wrong
Everytime I see your face, why should I salivate
All I want is for you to leave me alone

(verse 3)
I've moved on from you and i'ma do what I have to do
To get my daughter back, because she shouldn't be with you/
Your not a good mother, I see the way that you treat her
She deserves so much better, she'll never be like you/
I put that on my life, before she ever ends up like you
She'll be a beautiful, an independent lady, opposite of you/
You turned out different from when I first met you
After a year and ? that's when ? ? turned blue/
Another year, I finally said ? it, i'm so done with you
All the drinking and doing drugs with you, got old quick too/
When pregnant with Cali, I tried giving it another chance
But after the birth, I was irritated and fed up the ass/
Desiree, maybe if you didn't get all in my business
Asking me who i'm with, when i'm just out with the fellas/
Then you want to get racial calling me a ? flip?
I called you a dumb, ? , latina, ? ? and you flipped/
What makes you think, i'm not gonna say anything back
You know better than most that I don't hold nothing back/
But it don't matter, the only thing great out of you is my daughter
Cali baby, don't you worry, daddy is here forever/

I wrote this song over a year ago. Song is about my baby mama and how much I despise her and how much I love my kid. Even though me and my ex didn't turn out to be, in the end I got something beautiful out of it... And that's my daughter Cali. Everything happens for a reason. I'm with my REAL girl now, going on almost 2 years and me and her have a kid on the way. So baby girl number 2!

Comments

  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    Awww, congrads on baby number 2!

    At least you got to vent, and hopefully its not so hostile between ya'll now, for the sake of Cali..

    The chorus kind of grabbed my attention..

    Thanks for sharing! True real life ? right here I see! Props for shariing with the masses!


    Peace!.
  • AK.aPHillYisILL
    AK.aPHillYisILL Members Posts: 1,648 ✭✭✭
    edited August 2010
    tupacfan wrote: »
    Awww, congrads on baby number 2!

    At least you got to vent, and hopefully its not so hostile between ya'll now, for the sake of Cali..

    The chorus kind of grabbed my attention..

    Thanks for sharing! True real life ? right here I see! Props for shariing with the masses!


    Peace!.

    Thanks! Appreciate it. Nah me and my lil girls mama butt heads every now and then. I can't stand her. But i'm with someone else, going on two years and i'm glad i'm with her. Like I said, the only thing my ex ever did that was great to me, is my kid.

    What part of the chorus grabbed your attention? I'd like to know. Thanks for the positive feedback though!!!
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    my bad, I meant the 3rd verse.. The chorus was ehh..

    But the last verse was catching in terms of how it flowed.. But I also think you could had done better lyrically..

    Over all its a good read..

    Peace!
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    but u can always do better tho..
  • AK.aPHillYisILL
    AK.aPHillYisILL Members Posts: 1,648 ✭✭✭
    edited August 2010
    True. I just didn't want to go over the top. I just put this one up because it's not as explicit as the other couple of ones i've wrote about my ex. It was suppose to be about my hatred towards my ex and then my daughter got put in there and it became about her and how much I love her. So I meant to make it about my hate for her mom and how I love my daughter. When I see her, my love for my daughter is stronger than the hate that I have for her mother. And in the end my lil girl is the only thing that matters... I don't know. That's what I was trying to get out. Appreciate your opinion though!
  • QB - 6th Edition
    QB - 6th Edition Banned Users Posts: 1,207
    edited August 2010
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    Well, I thank you for sharing that experience with us indeed, glad you could put into words then go off on cali's mom. And it's all about the child now, non of ya'll matter so yea.. keep writing and expressing your self..