Never Told Her
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Never Told Her
A mother born a child, a daughter of honor,
she's given up on her, for she the mom was a dishonor.
For years that child's mind wandered,
of the why's? How come? Became lost but founded,
and still utterly floundering.
The distant sounds of crying in the dark night,
the hush of earth and sudden light,
how many times has she retold, the whispers of the wind,
the loss of hope and her family's sinned.
And when the day is done, and slumber closes o're the sky,
I wait for flaming spheres for my dreams have just died.
I never shared the love she gave untill it was too late.
I never saw how many tears she shed, I never could relate.
She tried so many times to reach my emptiness inside,
but I would always turn away and my emotions hide.
And finally when I realized how much she meant to me,
the love she wanted to give so desperately, to share and finally set her free,
and even after all these years, I felt her love inside,
but I will always feel the pain, I never told her before she died..
2pacfan 9/2010
-this written for birth mom, I cut short because this is actually a deep poem so I'm only sharing what I feel I can only share. And may she rest in peace!
A mother born a child, a daughter of honor,
she's given up on her, for she the mom was a dishonor.
For years that child's mind wandered,
of the why's? How come? Became lost but founded,
and still utterly floundering.
The distant sounds of crying in the dark night,
the hush of earth and sudden light,
how many times has she retold, the whispers of the wind,
the loss of hope and her family's sinned.
And when the day is done, and slumber closes o're the sky,
I wait for flaming spheres for my dreams have just died.
I never shared the love she gave untill it was too late.
I never saw how many tears she shed, I never could relate.
She tried so many times to reach my emptiness inside,
but I would always turn away and my emotions hide.
And finally when I realized how much she meant to me,
the love she wanted to give so desperately, to share and finally set her free,
and even after all these years, I felt her love inside,
but I will always feel the pain, I never told her before she died..
2pacfan 9/2010
-this written for birth mom, I cut short because this is actually a deep poem so I'm only sharing what I feel I can only share. And may she rest in peace!
Comments
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wow....this piece left me speechless...the emotions that are exploding through this poem just hit me...its crazy how those that we lose influence the strength of pen...especially when there's unfinished business...in the end love will never end regardless of regret...as long as spirits live forever...you are covered...bottom line good piece as always...keep writing for the sake of therapy known as poetry my fellow poetress
peace
btw thanks for all the pieces that influence me to never give up on my love and skill of poetry -
this joint was real heartfelt, loved every bit of it.
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Thanks for the feedback real p,
Yea its crazy how the pen can spit emotions and give readers a feel. Thnx you for commenting and I will continue to express these experiences and use tut asxpart of my healing process, and I wish the same for you! And very welcome for the influences, if it can be just that, it gives me a purpose to write.
Peace!
Thanks for reading Kidd,
As always, its appreciated! -
Still hurts that i never told her.....