Encore- Troubled Spirit

REAL_POETICAL
REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
edited January 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
Rip the little hairs from my fade
my life is steady on escapades
high off the lavish and capture the rapture
hold on those lost days
that i left underneath the bed
instead of doing fine i find myself still sitting instead
no wonder I see blunder
the thunder pounds while rain pours so
on my head as I'm on the edge of my seat
sitting in these four walls repeating the same beat
broke and jobless while wife is going
she wears the pants now
I vow to hold onto vows but how...
when i can't even ? a smile
staring at her like I dunno either to choke
or stroke her
she took me away from the life that i considered sane
sure i was doing bad but I was getting paid
had a girlfriend that takes a skeet to the face
while her son kicks the ball
maybe i was appalling but at least i was ballin
now those days are over the walls closing in
the reign is over
the rain begins and the trials are lone for
I pray to ? he gives me wants
while my needs are failed
you know...job and etc and etc
tearing up pictures wishing the lord was with me
angry at holy matrimony
making music but people don't hear
people rather bump ? with a twist
my mind is polluted and my thoughts are in the kitchen
butcher knifes, stoves, and other types of weaponry
cars and ponds...just so i can flee
but reality i'm a punk to these sort of trauma
so i go drift away with my thoughts on missing my family
my momma, brother, sis and the city life
the philly philly cheese steaks, chicken wings and fried rice
that would be so nice but the times done change
i singlehandedly ? up everything
now i'm sitting at the pc looking at me recently
the reflection off the glossy screen
looks like hopeless indeed
so i proceed to drop this sincerely to open the stage
yet again to show the sideshow freaks the man eating chicken heads in the cage
rage and on the edge of my seat
a freight train on repeat
plus a loony fellow with nothing to speak on
and nothing to dream on
if you a technician and struggling
load those clips and follow me
lets take down this sorry excuse of a IT ridden society
but knowing us we have the ? but not the dignity
so we sit here wondering why this have to happen to thee
so all in all I'm a troubled man while Marvin sings away
nothing can harm me worst than my dreams going farrrrrr awayyyyy

Comments

  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited January 2010
    You went on and expressed yourself without holding nothing back and I love that about your work. You don't hold ? back and spit it out. Keep droppin Realp, these lines stuck with me tho:


    the rain begins and the trials are lone for
    I pray to ? he gives me wants
    while my needs are failed
  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
    edited January 2010
    thanks for the props tupacfan....i treat poetry like therapy...if i got something in my heart i don't pull no punches...i jab the eyes to show people the grim harsh reality that is life...thanks once again