Square One Syndrome

REAL_POETICAL
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edited November 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
How it feels to become something you used to
a teacher ends up being a student its a nuisance
you put all into your duties only to get cut short
anger aroses....sucks don't it
facepalm to a time of your life when life was simple
hell right now i could be bold and blow an kiss at you know who
restrictions causing me to keep my secrets at lips shut
but if there was a way to go back to it i doubt i may
you see its frustrating making up call names
having weeks spells and other things
i'm married yet sometimes it feels strange
seeing the picture of us like damn my soul is in vain
not into it sometimes and shes always gone
never accomplishing the task of defeating a broke man scorn
all he melodies of being in cell block square one
when you gain the world and only to mishandle it
you lose it to another one
and see that the sun is a ? to carry
read scriptures but stuck on the purity of Jeremiah's boldness
speak vowels into a vowel less world
but no one hears a struggling broke bitter poet
that offers poetry in exchange for a job app
enough ? but ? is all that
it opens eyes and hearts
and bring the miserable out of retirement
follow me as we proceed to the nearest location
where they have job applications
ski mask and tie lets rob them of their job interviews
and get that position dawggg
wake up and see myself in the reflection
bang against the invisible wall
glass tend to fall and i feel like a failure
like a ceo turned pizzaman
its all going according to plan
learn something all over again
maybe this square isn't as bad as it is
pull out book of the past and use it to advance from your mistakes
square one is the epitome of reclaiming faith