Love's Rejection- By Tupacfan

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Tupacfan
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edited February 2011 in Waiting To Exhale
Love's Rejection

One day I wrote and exposed my heart,
but nothing is what I got.
I wrote and stood,
Naked,
Awaiting
your response....
Nothing...
Revealing my quirks....Baring
my soul for I know I'm not perfect.
I wrote exposing my desires, my insecurities,
my dreams, my reasons for being
but still nothing.
And so... NOW
I write exposing... For all to see
how carefully I'm stuck picking up the
? pieces... AGAIN
Reflecting
all the while....
cut by shards of hoplessness left by
left by let downs and rejections
Now
I write and expose my fragility
my vulnerability
things that leave me wondering
If they detract me from
who I am
I tried...I did
I followed what i thought
were the rules to... falling in love
and to what degree
stepping out of the
proverbial
"box"
my safety net
for I onced read
it is better to have loved to than
not
And yet I stand at odds
with this question
for the hurt has lessened
and there is no lessons
to learn
when you forgo love.. Right?
how life easy would be without
loving
or would it?
Am I deceiving myself
into believing
that life without love would
be easy
really... why would the creator
Allow his children to love
then have us to endure
the loss of love
I don't feel any stronger
I don't feel empowered
in fact to love again
has left me discomposed
ashamed
that I would
reveal myself
my true identity with such boldness
to expose yourself in such a manner
Is a true test
of faith....isn't?
believing that your partner
will embrace you
with tenderness and heartfelt desires
yearning to become one
on an emotional and spiritual level
moving into a higher conciousness
fatal and ominous
to any other..lover
that's what was expected
instead rejected
dam! What was I thinking?
Drinking in my emotions
At the moment
?
my body septic
due to your loves injections...
infections
letting loose
allowing all inhabititions
To cease to exist
allowing love to caress my inside
Stroking me evoking
these uncontrolled emotions
leaving me on this incrediable high
Now
? ... like a prositute
for allowing to having your way
emotionally, mentally,
spiritually and even physically
Then slapped in the faced
and left defenseless...
?
withdrawal in this state
is inenvitable
irrevocable
is my state of being
now I'm just a junkie
Fending
for next loves injection.
why? Because you expose me to this loves infection ..
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  • P-Dogg77
    P-Dogg77 Members Posts: 4,429 ✭✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    Beautiful poem . You must have gone through some real tough ? to write that poem but it was beautiful nevertheless
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  • Rocket Kidd
    Rocket Kidd Members Posts: 2,212 ✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    edge12.gif

    i absolutely love this joint.
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited January 2011
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    thanks for reading fellas,

    And for commenting and giving props.

    Its much appreciated!
    LOL at the giff Kidd posted..

    Peace!
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  • MeTaL
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    edited January 2011
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    Good stuff, this poem reminds me of somebody that I know.
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  • VSOP
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    edited January 2011
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    wow amazing wordplay

    great read-it sucks that ? makes you write so good right? if youre happy, you don't write anything at all

    take it for what it is

    his bs equals his loss and a treat for us to read

    life goes on!

    btw loved these lines
    Drinking in my emotions
    At the moment
    ?
    my body septic
    due to your loves injections...
    infections
    letting loose
    allowing all inhabititions
    To cease to exist
    allowing love to caress my inside
    Stroking me evoking
    these uncontrolled emotions
    leaving me on this incrediable high
    Now
    ? ... like a prositute
    for allowing to having your way
    emotionally, mentally,
    spiritually and even physically
    Then slapped in the faced
    and left defenseless...
    ?
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited January 2011
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    MeTaL wrote: »
    Good stuff, this poem reminds me of somebody that I know.

    Thanks for the read!

    I hope it can be some inspiration to draw a vivid image LOL.
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited January 2011
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    VSOP wrote: »
    wow amazing wordplay

    great read-it sucks that ? makes you write so good right? if youre happy, you don't write anything at all

    take it for what it is

    his bs equals his loss and a treat for us to read

    life goes on!

    btw loved these lines



    Thanks for reading bruh!

    yup yup, I hate that.. That bs makes us write so good, that because emotions are being spit and it makes the poem stronger as well.. But your right, when I'm happy I ain't got ? to write about but the birds chirping LOL. I guess when we go on our hiatus, we know we happy LOL.. And when we write a post something, were likely going thru some thangs hahahahaha... Ahhhhh, its funny!

    I'm glad you enjoyed reading this though.

    Peace!
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  • MeTaL
    MeTaL Members Posts: 6,553 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    tupacfan wrote: »
    Thanks for the read!

    I hope it can be some inspiration to draw a vivid image LOL.

    hmm, Actually have a drawing similar to this poem, check it out:
    IN_PROCESS__Self_Exploration_4_by_coloursofblack.jpg
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
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    MeTaL wrote: »
    hmm, Actually have a drawing similar to this poem, check it out:
    IN_PROCESS__Self_Exploration_4_by_coloursofblack.jpg

    wow! Now this is image that fits perfect for this poem!

    I really appreciate u sharing this piece :)

    Thank u!
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  • love yal
    love yal Members Posts: 1,327
    edited January 2011
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    Nice work, very touching and deep..
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
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    love yal wrote: »
    Nice work, very touching and deep..

    Thanks for stopping by to read..and posting a comment..

    Preciate that...
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  • DarcSkies
    DarcSkies Members Posts: 13,791 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    Well...I'm officially depressed.

    *takes up drinking*
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  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited January 2011
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    Darxwell wrote: »
    Well...I'm officially depressed.

    *takes up drinking*

    LOL.. Sawwy.. Me didn't mean to cause any suppressed feelings :D

    Aye, thanks for reading tho.. I enjoy reading your jawns too, so keep em coming :)

    Peace Darxwell..
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  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    *sighs* this poem is like the story of my life lol...dealing with love or lack thereoff makes you just hate the definition for bringing such lies sometimes...but yet we as people chase it like a drug and refuse to seek rehab because of the joy it brings when its there...bottom line this piece truly hit me and took me to a place of love's rejection lol

    bottom line excellent work as always...keep dropping the words that express a shattered soul called poetry my fellow poetress

    peace
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  • Tupacfan
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    REAL_POETICAL wrote: »
    *sighs* this poem is like the story of my life lol...dealing with love or lack thereoff makes you just hate the definition for bringing such lies sometimes...but yet we as people chase it like a drug and refuse to seek rehab because of the joy it brings when its there...bottom line this piece truly hit me and took me to a place of love's rejection lol

    bottom line excellent work as always...keep dropping the words that express a shattered soul called poetry my fellow poetress

    peace

    Man, I'm glad you felt this piece..it's one of them jawns when you just feel bottom out and everything around you seems to fail, rejections i hate..it stems from my childhood so to be still rejected today, it does hurt.. but im' good tho :)

    lol at shattered soul... dam, that's kinda messed up because it likely true.. shattered soul..

    thank for reading though, preciate that..

    Peace..
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  • REAL_POETICAL
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    edited January 2011
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    tupacfan wrote: »
    Man, I'm glad you felt this piece..it's one of them jawns when you just feel bottom out and everything around you seems to fail, rejections i hate..it stems from my childhood so to be still rejected today, it does hurt.. but im' good tho :)

    lol at shattered soul... dam, that's kinda messed up because it likely true.. shattered soul..

    thank for reading though, preciate that..

    Peace..

    you and me both...rejection is like my biggest pet peeve and fear...its like acceptance becomes an addiction that you keep trying to relive...only to see that you set the bar high for something that should be very simple...don't get me started with my childhood lol...thats another chapter in real p's book that will end up being long to express

    overall its all apart of life's devious but insightful ways to show you the brighter side of the fence...when true love comes along to turn rejection to acceptance

    lol i'm sorry i went into deep on the subject manner
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  • Tupacfan
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    REAL_POETICAL wrote: »
    you and me both...rejection is like my biggest pet peeve and fear...its like acceptance becomes an addiction that you keep trying to relive...only to see that you set the bar high for something that should be very simple...don't get me started with my childhood lol...thats another chapter in real p's book that will end up being long to express

    overall its all apart of life's devious but insightful ways to show you the brighter side of the fence...when true love comes along to turn rejection to acceptance

    lol i'm sorry i went into deep on the subject manner

    hahaha.. I feel you on childhood, I'm with you, that's a long story.. sad one too smh. makes me wanna shed a tear as I quickly reflect back on that. I'mma let the mind race fast forward..

    That's exactaly what I been doing real p, reinforcing the positives and be more receptive to acceptance..

    na, it's okay.. these discussions are needed to aleviate some of the pain.. ya knoow...its all good lol..
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  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
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    tupacfan wrote: »
    hahaha.. I feel you on childhood, I'm with you, that's a long story.. sad one too smh. makes me wanna shed a tear as I quickly reflect back on that. I'mma let the mind race fast forward..

    That's exactaly what I been doing real p, reinforcing the positives and be more receptive to acceptance..

    na, it's okay.. these discussions are needed to aleviate some of the pain.. ya knoow...its all good lol..


    most def...thats the blessing of wte...its not just a place of "check out my pieces"...its ventilation, a modern day coffee house *without the lames*, a gathering of misunderstood and lost prophecies, and most of all...a place i call home lol


    *speaking of which, i feel inspiration coming on* lol
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  • Tupacfan
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    REAL_POETICAL wrote: »
    most def...thats the blessing of wte...its not just a place of "check out my pieces"...its ventilation, a modern day coffee house *without the lames*, a gathering of misunderstood and lost prophecies, and most of all...a place i call home lol


    *speaking of which, i feel inspiration coming on* lol

    LOL, man thats why I keep coming back here.. Its like my 2nd home.. You and vsop my folks on this jawn..can't sleep on both of ya'll.. If its not me coming with the pieces, its either u or vsop.. Somebody is always taking care of the house LOL.. Folks come and go from here, but us 3, we hold it down.. That's whassup..

    Lmao at inspiration coming on, I feel that..let the words flow and imma check for that right now..
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  • deaththreats
    deaththreats Members Posts: 1,602 ✭✭
    edited January 2011
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    Deeeeeeep....you're versatile...you battle rap and do deep poetry..good post
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  • Tupacfan
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    edited February 2011
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    deaththreats wrote: »
    Deeeeeeep....you're versatile...you battle rap and do deep poetry..good post


    Thanks for dropping in.. Right now I prefer battles over poetry.. Crazy but true.. Me and poetry is at odds. I won't be surprise if this is my last piece of poetry work.. but again, thats what I do best. Will see..

    Again thanks'

    peace!
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