Focus.....Blurry....Clear

REAL_POETICAL
REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
edited August 2010 in Waiting To Exhale
Scenery foggy
attitude is not me
society is making a mockery
out of poverty
lot of it has to do with lies and degrees
but I'm not the one to bow down to thee
the melody of anger tap dancing my spirit
broke for almost a year and its a joke
floating in my thoughts on what to bare
a cross or the lost that's holding me up
wearing me down is the sound of nagging
mentally in a different setting
wife is the bread winner
and yet she's holding me up
at the same time her feelings is wearing me down
focusing on something thats beyond repair
fed up and stressed out beyond the dagger filled stares
of a man that still weeps because his old life is his security blanket
sinking in the pore of eyelids closed
blurry to the point he's either high or ? up
self destruct on tick tock
blowing up steam and esteem of self is lowering
flowing through the bottom of his feet
defeat is coming and majority of pain is steep
i can't let things go it motivates
i can't read a sob story without repeating the same steps
flapping my belly fat like WHAT FUN IS THAT
clear of how things are when destiny is far
and reality is near
staring at the stars hoping there's a ? there

Comments

  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    I feel it real p, I have days just like this.. Nearly beyond hopeless and lately the future be looking real dim as ? ! But what can you do about it? Really just nothin but keep the head up and write..

    I thought this piece was solid on the emotional side and I'm glad you were able to come here and drop it on us and release some of those feelings that some of us are familiar with..

    As always thanks for sharing, and no matter how blurry and lost you seem it is, keep the head up! Their is light at the end of the tunnel.. Smh at me, when I should take these words for myself..

    Neways, good to see your back in here! Was wondering for a minute..


    Peace!
  • REAL_POETICAL
    REAL_POETICAL Members Posts: 347 ✭✭
    edited August 2010
    thanks for the props :)....i been caught up with so much stuff from moving to catching up on my school work...but you know i still come through for the wte regardless of how busy life has become..anywho its one of them ripping hair out ? the recession moments i've been having...i'm good though...as long as poetry runs through my soul...i can write off anything that tries to throw distraction
  • Tupacfan
    Tupacfan Members, Moderators Posts: 2,428 Regulator
    edited August 2010
    No doubt..

    I feel it, the recession has been ehh, breaking up families, causing ppl to off themself, make ppl grow more white hair LOL.. ? you name it, everbody going thru it..

    Glad poetry is keeping you grounded and that you came around these ways..

    I been busy too, I just started school again, and swamped with work from all directions.. Glad I'm busy tho, idk what I'd do without these distractions, being that I gon thru a lot this summer..

    Neways, keep cool and peace!