You.....

First off I wanna apologize...as the mod of this section I should've been more involved with it but sometimes real life gets in the way and there's certain ? that needs to be handled that didn't leave much time for writing...I'm definitely gonna be contributing to this section more...here's the first of a couple pieces I wrote that I recently found again

A decision to be made and I don't know which one I'm leaning towards
To be honest a case could be made to choose either or
Whatever I decide it will forever change the landscape
And it's clear that the confusion is written all over my damn face
Committed to one but my heart skips a beat for two
This is the part of myself that I keep from you
Am I stuck in the past or is there really a future planned
Got a picture of the perfect family in mind but who's the man
When I close my eyes its four eyes just staring back at me
Two hearts waitin on the decision I'm debating
They're getting impatient and can't take it
And now they're both racing to plead their case in
A decision that clearly has my nerves rattled
Mentally exhausted from this back and for battle
I know how to end it but I don't know what the ending is
Decision time not limitless and I know I need to finish this
I hear the clock ticking the time's getting closer
Leaving everydoy in limbo while I think it over
Should I just let the heart decide what I'm supposed to do
If that's the case then...then I guess I choose you