Had a crazy dream last night and this morning I realized............

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blakfyahking
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edited October 2010 in For The Grown & Sexy
(titangraph alert for you negros who don't read)



I had actually forgotten what it feels like to be in love and what it feels like to participate in romance. It really seems like it’s been that long.


My dream flashbacked on a woman I met a couple years ago. I was in denial at the time, but looking back I realize now just how much I was really feeling her. I met her at work and we got cool…….even went to lunch a couple of times. but here’s the thing: I was still married. I had realized that my marriage was over, cause I didn’t even feel that way about my own wife. I didn't even smash but yet I was emotionally cheating on my spouse SMH

but anyways, I woke up this morning and I actually stopped and reflected on the few women/girls that stood out to me over the years while I was seriously running……..with each one we actually had something special, even if it was just for a moment.

I think a lot of us get lost in the grind and sometimes take for granted the little things you truly appreciate about the other person when ya'll 1st meet then get together………..and we even forget about how much we actually enjoy relationships and romance:

how sweet that initial attraction is.....the initial nervousness of your 1st convo
how you wake up with that person as the 1st thing on your mind
how you can’t wait to see that person
how you get dressed, and hope they see your best self and feel the same level of attraction towards you
how when you two make eye contact, you feel it in your pulse, your heart skips for a second and even your temperature rises literally
how that 1st kiss, that 1st hug, that feeling of closeness just makes you inhale the other person’s scent
how when you are with them it seems like time stands still, but when it’s finally time to go, you feel as if you two never ever have enough time to enjoy each other’s company


long read……………..but just something to reflect on while we all run these streets and stay cold when dealing with the opposite sex (no Millz haha)

The saying is true: it is better to have love and lost, then to never have loved at all. I can tell all you scrappas out here if you haven’t been in love, you are truly missing out. IMO some of the shallow interactions we have with each other are just sad when I stop and think about it




Anyway, have any of ya'll let that "one" get away.........or maybe they weren't the one, but if circumstances were different then there was no telling what could've happened between you two?





Meanwhile..........................I'm off to go see my jumpoff (no not really)
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