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Illusions
by Openeyes
Lying lost in thought ...
Thoughts holding me captive in my own mind
I feel his touch, his kiss
Softly on my ear, like sweet music causing my body to respond slowly yet seductively
I feel his hands
So gently caressing the small of my back
Making its way like water flowing ever so lightly
So rhythmically to the mounds which are my ?
One hand caresses them as he fills his mouth with each succulent kiss.
I squeeze closing my eyes tighter
Loosing myself even deeper
Into the dark abyss of my mind
Fear grips at my body as his kiss explore each inch of flesh that is me
Sending me deeper and deeper still
Thoughts race through my head
Almost at a thousand miles a minute
Memories seem to crash head on into experiences
Memories of joy into
Experiences of disappointment
Memories of pain into
Experiences of ultimate pleasure
Memories of love into
Experience of distrust and dishonor
Broken
Yet deeper I fall
Faster ...
Consumed by fear
Afraid to open my eyes
Afraid to face it
Afraid to face him
Afraid to face me
Afraid to accept that he's gone
Afraid to accept that he was never here
Afraid to accept that he was always only a figment
A figment of my frail imagination. (Exhale)
Copyright: msn
by Openeyes
Lying lost in thought ...
Thoughts holding me captive in my own mind
I feel his touch, his kiss
Softly on my ear, like sweet music causing my body to respond slowly yet seductively
I feel his hands
So gently caressing the small of my back
Making its way like water flowing ever so lightly
So rhythmically to the mounds which are my ?
One hand caresses them as he fills his mouth with each succulent kiss.
I squeeze closing my eyes tighter
Loosing myself even deeper
Into the dark abyss of my mind
Fear grips at my body as his kiss explore each inch of flesh that is me
Sending me deeper and deeper still
Thoughts race through my head
Almost at a thousand miles a minute
Memories seem to crash head on into experiences
Memories of joy into
Experiences of disappointment
Memories of pain into
Experiences of ultimate pleasure
Memories of love into
Experience of distrust and dishonor
Broken
Yet deeper I fall
Faster ...
Consumed by fear
Afraid to open my eyes
Afraid to face it
Afraid to face him
Afraid to face me
Afraid to accept that he's gone
Afraid to accept that he was never here
Afraid to accept that he was always only a figment
A figment of my frail imagination. (Exhale)
Copyright: msn
Comments
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this was just breat-taking!
I loved every line and how it ended. Awesome..
I would love to read more of your material so please share with us and just go on ahead and exhale lol.
